My Shyness and Confidence

In my younger years like middle school I've alway been that quiet girl that was always in the corner, and people always said my voice was always to quiet to hear. My hair was always combed in a ponytail. People only wanted to be my partner for school work because I was the "Smart" one. In High School I came out of my shell more than a expected but I was still a little shy. I never let my shyness get in the way of something that I want.  Right now I am 21 years old and for some reason  my shyness has taking over, and I have to say I'm surely not enjoying it. People say I don't seem to be shy because I'm pretty out there, but sometimes I do get really shy. I guess everyone does experience being shy at one point and we all have to overcome it. I would have to say right now I am going to start to overcome it because I can't even talk to people the way I used to when  I first meet them, like at this current moment I can feel it that its uncomfortable for me.

"I was always the one at school nobody fancied and I've only ever had one proper relationship." - Perrie Edwards

That is exactly how I felt in high school in my first 2 years and my middle school. I believed guys have never really fancied me because in my school years I was the only girl that didn't wear makeup or even do my hair  maybe because I wasn't allowed to for the makeup. I was just the awkward nerd girl. In my sophomore year I found someone who fancied me, and I felt the same way and we dated. This made me pretty good because since middle school I was the nerd girl that people really didn't notice. Funny thing when my junior year of high school I was finally allowed  to wear make up and for some reason I felt more confident but it shouldn't because I should've understand that makeup doesn't do make you confident it is your own feelings of yourself. Back to the point I was like more guys started talking to me I was like was i really ugly before.

Shyness is something that can be overcomed, but will take time

My Confidence 

I would never say that my confidence was lacking or I didn't have any. My confidence is pretty strong. I love how I look, how I present myself and I am just happy the way I am. My friends say my confidence is pretty high but I really don't show it. My confidence is still growing in different areas, its like people have areas where they confident isn't strong. Mine is approaching or talking to guys I like. For some reason I can't even say hello. I really have to work on this area or maybe my shyness is getting intertwined with my confidence.

Thanks for reading my blog post, and have a nice day!

- Ginny :)